第一次用華文寫文章!

真的 好喜歡這首歌.
這首歌我聽了再聽, 永遠不護聽到逆.
有時候愛真的很痛苦, 但我們還是要堅強的去愛…

叮噹 – 我愛他

他的輕狂留在 某一節車廂
地下鐵裡的風 比回憶還重
整座城市一直等著我
有一段感情還在漂泊

對他唯一遺憾 是分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚 都停不下來
若那一刻重來 我不哭
讓他知道我可以很好

*我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我 的夢 狠狠碎過卻不會忘
曾為他 相信明天就是未來
情節有多壞 都不肯醒來

我愛他 跌跌撞撞到絕望
我的心 深深傷過卻不會忘
我和他 不再屬於這個地方
最初的天堂 最終的荒唐*

如果還有遺憾 又怎麼樣呢
傷了痛了懂了 就能好了嗎
曾經依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢 狠狠碎過卻不會忘
逃不 開 愛越深越互相傷害
越深的依賴 越多的空白
該怎麼去愛

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Had a really pleasant surprise yesterday when both my lao gong weining and Hannah Linn decided to drop me messages of encouragement.
Haha. I felt so touched!(:

won’t show the main details of the messages but here are the verses.

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. Romans 8:28

The Joy of the Lord is my strength!

Yup yup. feeling greatly encouraged now.
Quite a few things happened last week so I was in a bit of shock and disappointment.
Plus sometimes I just feel like a refugee in church. but oh well.
I’m just gonna STICK TO GOD AND CHC! cause I LOVE GOD! plus i know that if we put the matters of God first, all things shall be added unto us.

on other news,
Jon’s class made the lab catch fire.
The poor guy was soo angry but could not bring himself to scold them.
Sigh.

today is quite a slow day.
marked a whole lot today! Till my hand almost died.
Still left with a whole pile of summaries and AQs to mark! :/:/:/
It’s really a lot.

k…

gonna go for FRIED FOOD TUESDAY!

lots of love,
Jane

8 APRIL

8 APRIL

It’s raining now and I’m in a pretty contemplative mood.
The students are doing their AQ and I’m facing the window watching the tree outside sway in the wind.
It’s in moments like these that you start to think a lot about how good God is and how beautiful the rain is although others keep commenting on how dark and gloomy it is.

You’re my first love,
You’re my true love,
You’re my reason,
You are why I live
I will give you my devotion,
All of me, All of me.

God is really so good to us.

I feel like I want to do so much more but it really seems so hard to.
There has been one thing that has been bugging me this whole week.

Like whether we are moving too fast,
Kicking up too much dust and making many people upset.
Then there is the constant call to bring them into the House of God although you can always see reluctance on their faces when we try to bring them.
I’m a person who does not like to force people to do things if they do not want to so this journey has been extremely hard for me. Really.

Furthermore, teaching has not been going too well resulting in much loss of water aka _ _ _ _

I feel useless sometimes and guilty because I’m not serving God enough but now, staring at the rain,

I just feel that God is telling me that it’s ok, that He still loves me no matter what.

That even though I may not be able to get things right, He still loves me.

Even though I’m going through a rough patch and am feeling useless, to Him, I am not.

Through Him, I CAN DO ANYTHING.

I’m just waiting for the Taiwan side to respond to me now.
I believe, I really really really believe (no matter what other people say) that if it is God’s plan for me (which I KNOW it is) I will get there. I will go to Taiwan to study. I will.

Rain down.. all around the world we’re singing….

So anyway,
went for a run yesterday and that felt SO GOOD!
haha. Like all the toxins leaving your body through your sweat.
So I have decided to try my best and run at least three times a week!
mhm mhm mhm!

Haha.
Been watching two great dramas, Because of you and PS man!
haha. I’m a sucker for romances.
It just seems like such a dream when there is a happily ever after.
Plus the fact that the cast members are cute and hot!
Haha. Like how Bianca’s legs are super long!

haha okok.
gotta go plan lessons now.

lots of love,
Jane

FUN-O-RAMA XX!

okok… so this post may be a wee bit late.
Haha. Been busy with a lot of school stuff so yeah.

Anyway so the day before FUN-O-RAMA XX, debdeb liz and I went round to help the teachers out.
Kinda like AD HOC help! hehe.
We scooped smelly fertiliser into boxes to make them look presentable and pretty!
Haha too bad i didnt take a picture for reference!
Oh well.
Haha so anyway,
Liz and I met up with Chin who came to collect her coupons and then we moved on to the hall where the scone haunted hotel was as well as all the other staff stalls.
The Sconers WERE TOO EFFICIENT! They seriously didnt even need our help at all!
So we went over to the hall where the CAKE SHOP roped us in to help out!


Hehe.
so Lizzo and Chin helped to hang the signs up while I was helping with the tablecloths.
It was pretty fun and Jia Jun came along to help. Haha.
Then Then Then we went for the Staff pre Fun-O-Rama sale!(:
Bought the polo and the HUGEEE RED UMBRELLA for mummy!


Chin with the orchids at the FlowerShop!


Brought Chin up to take a look at our staffroom.
It is an exclusive event!


Preparations for Fun-O-Rama XX ongoing…

So anyway after that, Chin left and then Liz and I went to the Staff Lounge and started helping the supermarket comm make their signs. THAT WAS REALLY TIRING.
seriously, worse than the fertiliser cause there was so much cutting and pasting!
Then at 3.30, we zoomed off to help LC to pack Aunty Rosalind’s cookies!
Had a “few” FREE SAMPLES! YUM YUM YUM!(:
met IAN YANG and FERNIE after that!
had curry puffs at the SCONE cafe courtesy of Ben(:

then,

FUN-O-RAMA XX DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Reached school really early to book the plant that fernie sponsored for us to hang in the ALPS.

After I did that, I went up to the Haunted Hospital and took a little tour WITH THE LIGHTS ON!(:
Then I went to the lounge where my dear DEB DEB YAN was and then we helped to wrap the flowers for the FLOWERSHOP.
Haha, after which we took a little tour of the school.

Brought her into the SCONE haunted hospital and we took a weird picture with the mirror.
Haha. Weird expressions we have!

The Flower Shop kinda had a lot of left over petals from when they trimmed the roses and they wanted to try to sell the whole lot for $10.
So of course, I went to do that.

Unfortunately,
There were no takers:/
not even my juniors:/

Anyway after that my little boyfriend came!(:
Deb Deb drew a nice picture for him!
and He sure did melt a lot of hearts(:

1,2,3 say AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
haha. Love him to bits!

Went to the Flower Shop for my duty after that and BOY DID I SELL A LOT OF FLOWERS!
Most of what I sold were potted flowers though.
Served there for quite awhile cause it was quite fun and rewarding!(:
My highest sales went to Mrs Lenn (The guest-of-honour’s wife)!
Deb Deb wasnt too happy! (cause Mrs Lenn is her church elder..hehehe)

Wandered around a bit more than met up with Zoe and Lammy together with Lizzo.
Lammy wanted to win stuff from the stalls!
So we walked round and when Crystal came along with the Polaroid cam, WE TOOK POLAROIDS!
(too bad i lost mine:/)

🙂 ❤

Met up with the other sconers at the end of the day and we gathered up whatever remaining free food there was and went on a picnic to the botanical gardens!
I shall only remember the beautiful memories from that day!(:


I love Scone.
Now and always.