I was just watching this drama on my rest day (yesterday which was exactly 9mins ago)
and in it one of the ideas that the main character had for an advertisement campaign was that all women have a little girl inside of us.
We all have that little girl inside of us although some of us would deny it to the death..
As we grow older, that little girl seems to hide deeper and deeper in the recesses of our minds as we strive to become more sophisticated, elegant and mature – just how the world wants us to be.
No more crazy things, squealing at every single thing, begging attention from everyone around us..
Sometimes, just sometimes, we secretly let that little girl loose and go crazy!
I wanna keep my inner little girl.
Sometimes I just wanna stay little when things are simple
and my only worry is that my brother is going to steal my candy.
I know that’s not possible and that people are going to judge and by now they would go “Oh she’s getting emo again.”,
but you know what?
I couldnt care less anymore.
I’m entitled to my own opinions, my own regrets, my own sorrows, my own joys, my own little girl moments.
I wanna live my life happy, doing the things i wanna do.
As Annie says “做什麼是自己開心就好!”
I still remember the days when I’d beg my mum to buy those poofy white dresses from the departmental store for me to wear just because I wanted to feel like a princess or dress like a bride – meaning I had someone special who loved me.
Looking back at those pictures,
I LOOKED HORRID!
but i just wanted to be pretty hahahhaa.
I still remember the first time my uncle taught me how to swing.
Just soaring into the air made me feel like I could stretch out wings to fly…
that the sky was limitless and all for me to explore.
That no matter whether I swung back to earth,
I could still swing back to see that sky again.
I still remember when my life was still so simple,innocent and happy.
Now, my life is still happy, full of laughter and good friends but things arent so easy and simple anymore.. and obviously not innocent.
I still have my little girl moments though:)
Like when I see cute stuff I just wanna get it and buy it immediately hahaha.
I go crazy over hairbands.
and like how i was vain when i was still a little girl,
I’m even more vain now!!!!
I never used to be when I was still in crescent.
I admit people look at me and still think i’m in JC or even sec school and from the outside,
I look just like a little girl..
but the girl on the inside is pretty much mature,
attuned to her own thoughts and wanderings in this big complex world,
trying to find a place in society that is carved out for her,
to find a group of good friends who will stick with her through thick and thin,
to find a boy,
who’d love her till he’s willing to sacrifice everything for her.
On the inside, that little girl is not so little anymore..
and sometimes I wish I could have a bit more of that little girl on the inside.
saw this on roy’s fb page and I’m gonna copy and paste this here.
HOPEFULLY people can read it cause it’s in chinese! hahahaha.
i really want a guy like that just add in two more things.
1.He must place God in no.1 priority.
2.He shouldnt smoke. He shouldnt drink too much either.
I MISS MY MUM!:/
she left for m’sia early this morning, waking me up at 5 am just to ask to borrow my cam>.<
when she’s not home I have to help her water her plants, kill cockroaches ( ok fine.. got my bro to kill that stupid one),
clear the dustbins, wash, hang and fold the clothes while the GUYS IN THE FAMILY DO ZILTCH.
HEY! I HAVE TO STUDY TOO K! hmmphs.
oh well hahaha.
that’s what little girls are made for:)
Just to end this post off,
here’s this little poem for you:))
An excerpt from what folks are made of
What are little babies made of, made of?
What are little babies made of?
Diapers and crumbs and sucking their thumbs;
That’s what little babies are made of?
What are little boys made of, made of?
What are little boys made of?
Snips and snails and puppy-dog tails;
That’s what little boys are made of. And such are…
What are little girls made of, made of?
What are little girls made of?
Sugar and spice and everything nice;
That’s what little girls are made of.
What are young men made of, made of?
What are young men made of?
Sighs and leers and crocodile tears;
That’s what young men are made of.
What are young women made of, made of?
What are young women made of?
Rings and jings and other fine things;
That’s what young women are made of.