So mad angry at work today. Just wanna scream. Or maybe just take a two day mc cause of this imbecile I'm having a massive headache
For a person who acts like she's the best friend of the whole world and the greatest saint, I'm honesty amazed at your lack of concept of grace.
Firstly you vented out your frustration at me who is your superior at work at a mistake I made. That's fine and dandy if I was irresponsible and not willing to atone for the mistake. I was honestly sorry and was trying my best to solve the issue. I did not AND STILL DO NOT deserve that bitch tone you used on me
Just because the patient expressed his displeasure at you did not mean that you could take it out on me. Don't you always act like the patient's best interests are yours too? I did not appreciate your angsty "YOU SHOULD HAVE…" Yes I should have.. The only catch is that I've only been back in this hell hole of a place for 4 days and GRACE, yes grace was something I thought you were capable of seeing at how close you were to all my peers
I admit I was in the wrong for not doing what I SHOULD HAVE. But I was making an effort to rectify the wrong and I don't think I deserved that SASS from you.
Funny funny.. Just as I was going ALL OUT to settle the issue with the patient, you went to tell the boss as well as the other colleagues about what I did wrong… Oh! And conveniently left out your godawful ATTITUDE and eye rolling when you were talking to me.
Don't blame me for replying you with an equally angsty "FINE! I am going to settle it". It was a reflex given that I was accosted by you with that SHITTY attitude you threw in my face.
Guess what? In the end, you who acted like everything was my fault and that you were in the right DID NOT HELP THE PATIENT IN THE SLIGHTEST.
Funny thing then… That the patient who supposedly gave you angst, thanked me with much gratitude in the end cause he could see the effort I made to right the wrong
So screw you. If I had thrown the blame to you or left you to deal with an angry patient alone then I deserve the yelling. BUT I TRIED MY BEST.
And I hope you remember that when you have the SASS to throw at other people, your mistakes when you were working in an unfamiliar section were met with GRACE.
and thanks for telling the whole world about my mistake while conveniently leaving out your attitude. I'm lucky that my reputation is better than what you tried to smear
So my friends are still my friends despite your shitty half truth story
And thank you. Thank you for helping me realize that it was all in God's providence that he sent me to the other section. Cause if I was forced to stay here and work with people like you I would totally die.
At least back there in the place all of you complain about, I find acceptance, camaraderie and grace. I laughed and smiled there. Here, I'm miserable every day.
I just wanna go home so bad.
I'm super thankful to the patient who saw how hard I was trying. It's people like him that help me keep doing what I do.
Who keep me trying.
This weather matches my mood perfectly
Comfort food or drink to be more accurate
So I kinda went on a little shopping spree today cause I was so hopping mad hahahaha.